Life has shown me many faces, not that bad or not that good either. I wont try to be a hypocrite by saying something like that I have the worst like ever. I consider myself to be a very lucky person as I have a beautiful family by the grace of almighty, still there are some parts I wish I could alter, I wish I could erase, I wish I could make things different.

Once a upon a time's happy moments seems like to me the worst painful times in my life, As I am realizing the things, truths and the tough facts of life, life is showing me all the hard truths and facts which I can not handle right now! My conscience, my brains tells me to be practicle but heart is like the worst version of juliet- so much filled with love and affection, though this heart breaks now and then just because of tht love tht hearts bears so deeply for someone.

Love hurts- this truth was not this much true ever, the lines and lyrics of the love songs now seems more meaningful and tough to handle, they are coming out with there inherited meaning and proving themselves to be more than JUST a song...........

I just want to make the right decision, I am praying for that to Allah, no matter what it is please show me the path where the happiness lies for my parents, everyone............................at last me!